Four months at home

I can't believe it has been four months since I left TCU. Time has flown by way too fast and my house still isn't clean!! I thought I would have tons more free time to get all these projects done that had never been finished while Gordie & I were both at work and it turns out I have even less time than I had before! Days have turned into weeks without me even realizing that time has gone by. I don't feel like I have accomplished anything that I imagined I could do. I still don't know if I am a good mom or not and I haven't gotten any better at cooking either!! I do know that I miss my friends, or having grown up conversation on a daily basis with someone other than my husband who isn't the best at conversation. Mara is going to start at a new preschool next week and I am excited but nervous. Hard to believe that all our time at Winding Waters is over. I can still remember Coen's first day at preschool when he had his long blond hair that I couldn't bear to cut and I stood in his classroom with him & Mrs. Lewis, preparing myself for the moment when he would cry and want me to stay. Turns out he didn't want me there at all and he was way more put together than I was! Now he is halfway through kindergarten and little Mara is no longer with Mrs. Lewis or any of her friends either. I hope we made the right decision!